urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lavishlips_love Stereophonics lavishlips_love 2007-08-01T06:21:55Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lavishlips_love:90237 2007-08-01T06:18:31Z 2007-08-01T06:21:55Z Iron & Wine: The Trapeze Swinger I found myself not sure of the web address I was trying to enter in the tool bar when I went to enter livejournal. It was one of my better forgetful moments. There's nothing like realizing you haven't written on here in a while. <br /><br />I evidently can't sleep. My head is swimming with thought and incertitude. I'm not sure of the necessary steps that I need to take, but I am in dire need of some direction. I'm confident that time is not going to unfold the answer, but rather I need to work for a resolution. I just don't know how.<br />I swear I'm trying to act like a respectable adult. At least give me that credit or acknowledgment. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lavishlips_love:89875 2007-07-13T04:31:33Z 2007-07-13T04:31:33Z `<br /><br />So. I feel it is an important time to make a post. Not so much important to those reading it but to me as the writer recording it. <br /><br />I started class today. Wow. Class...again. lol. It's been a while and to tell you the truth I'm thrilled. I love it. I'm so excited to learn the material and I feel comfortable around the people I'm sharing my education with. <br />I can't help but feel a little nervous knowing My Loans are on the line, but I'm very confident in saying that I have all the faith in myself to do well and put forth my undivided attention and effort. I have no other focus that needs my attention right now in life and I can't explain how wonderful that feels to be able to throw my entire heart and brian into this. <br /><br />I miss my family and friends very much (x's + o's to all of you), but I feel a sence of relief knowing that for once in my adult life I can do the whole "life" thing on my own. My only sad truth is that I do have to depend on a few comforts of home...Thank you mom and dad for helping me eat until I get my first living expense check. But other than that I am proud to say I'm doing it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lavishlips_love:89521 2007-03-26T04:45:34Z 2007-03-26T04:45:34Z Her and the MUMBLE `<br /><br />There.<br /><br /><br />` urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lavishlips_love:89238 2007-03-11T05:04:59Z 2007-03-11T05:04:59Z `<br /><br />Content (kon'tent), adj. 1. satisfied with what one is or has; 2. willing or resigned; assenting. 3. to make content. 4 the state or feeling of being contented; contentment.<br /><br />Ya. I'm there. And Happy to say that the path layed down before me is a well chosen and comforting future to look forward to. I have NEVER felt so faith-filled or confident. I'm ready. <br /><br />Thanks Babe. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lavishlips_love:89039 2007-02-21T05:54:59Z 2007-02-21T05:54:59Z `<br /><br />If I suck - people tell me to grow up.<br /><br />I begin to grow up - people tell me I suck.<br /><br /><br /><br />I don't want to know your opinions anymore. I'm trying and noone really gives a flying fuck. And that isn't going to bother me any more. <br /><br />I want to be happy. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lavishlips_love:88672 2007-02-18T02:09:19Z 2007-02-18T02:09:19Z joshua radin `<br /><br />Is this normal?<br />Should it feel like this?<br />Am I way out of line...or am I not in line enough?<br />Why do I keep those pictures around?...they just make me sad.<br /><br />I feel unsure, but for the first time in years I feel okay about it. <br />Hope is present and I'm alright with all of this. . .<br /><br /><br /><br />I think everything is going to be alright. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lavishlips_love:88524 2007-02-14T18:42:05Z 2007-02-14T18:42:05Z What the hell is going on? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lavishlips_love:88180 2007-02-08T21:20:51Z 2007-02-08T21:20:51Z I think I actually know and understand what I'm doing. <br /><br />I'm Speechless... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lavishlips_love:87670 2007-01-18T21:50:27Z 2007-01-18T21:50:27Z `<br /><br />and yet i feel the need for it to never end. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lavishlips_love:87474 2006-12-25T18:26:27Z 2006-12-25T18:26:27Z merry christ-mas its going well so far <br /><br />i hope the same to you all urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lavishlips_love:87088 2006-12-11T22:13:03Z 2006-12-11T22:14:00Z ...<br /><br />gut wrenching twisting knot in my stomach <br /><br /><br />I need to heal it. <br /><br />I Think I how.<br /><br />*deep breaths* urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lavishlips_love:86665 2006-11-27T16:55:54Z 2006-11-27T16:55:54Z `<br /><br />so I cut my hair. <br />things are really well right now.<br />in steven's translation...<br />"I feel good. I feel great. I feel wonderful."<br /><br />I need to eat n work out soon.<br /><br />` urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lavishlips_love:86322 2006-11-22T20:38:12Z 2006-11-22T20:38:12Z `<br /><br />I am thankful for a lot of things this year. Quite alot.<br />and although I still have many goals I need to fulfill I am very satisfied with this life that is still to completely unfold. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lavishlips_love:86037 2006-11-19T01:13:31Z 2006-11-19T01:13:31Z the album leaf `<br /><br />things are well.<br /><br />` urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lavishlips_love:85795 2006-11-16T22:05:17Z 2006-11-16T22:05:17Z broken social scene...it's all gonna break! `<br /><br />needs to find me. . . .<br /><br />and I need to find this night. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lavishlips_love:85513 2006-11-08T06:20:27Z 2006-11-08T06:20:27Z ` <br /><br />woke up late.<br />picked up sis...<br />fell apart ...<br />hung out with brian<br />ate southwestern corn soup. <br /><br />that is all.<br /><br /><br />the soup n brian were nice<br />not necessarily in that order. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lavishlips_love:85419 2006-11-05T22:04:16Z 2006-11-05T22:04:16Z `<br /><br />see, told you so.<br /><br />` urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lavishlips_love:85152 2006-10-28T18:29:47Z 2006-10-28T18:29:47Z `<br /><br />today is shit. <br />not sure what to do.<br />that cat is on my porch again today(on this windy cold wet day) and I found him curled in my blanket and not very vibrant..so I rapped it around him. . .<br />I wish he would go to his home and be warm . . I wish I knew he had a home.<br /><br />I can't find my family either. I could have stayed longer. <br />Tonight is going to suck and I don't want to leave you. I hate leaving you.<br /><br />This is not a good day. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lavishlips_love:84913 2006-10-20T22:15:37Z 2006-10-20T22:15:37Z underworld `<br />my phone broke on thursday. <br />I got a new one today.<br />i just drove for 5 1/2 hours to ohio and back to get a motor<br />Im back<br />i saw strange and wonderful things on this lonesum trip<br />It was memerable...<br /><br />mmm skyscraper, I love you. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lavishlips_love:84625 2006-10-14T03:08:12Z 2006-10-14T03:08:12Z `<br />tiffs out of town from friday till sunday night. I've got nothin to do but work night, day n night again... gotta close the pool tomorrow. might smoke a bit then maybe make a little musica. damn I need a life, but I like the one I've got.<br /><br />` urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lavishlips_love:84244 2006-09-30T20:25:40Z 2006-09-30T20:25:40Z the notwist - pick up the phone `<br /><br />it was beautiful. . . . <br /><br /><br />like you...<br /><br /><br />` urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lavishlips_love:84014 2006-09-28T16:07:15Z 2006-09-28T16:07:15Z `<br /><br />so...smoking n drinking then watching "top secret"(1984) fuckin nuts. Either the coolest or silliest thing you could watch..or both?<br /><br /><br />` urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lavishlips_love:83762 2006-09-22T01:52:03Z 2006-09-22T01:52:41Z I hate to see you cry `<br /><br />Hmmmm...lets see...<br /><br />there is <br />jealousy.<br />pain.<br />disappointment.<br />anger.<br />frustration.<br />curiosity.<br />slight confusion. <br />and a little bitta longing.<br /><br /><br />sweetness<br />` urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lavishlips_love:83485 2006-09-15T03:27:23Z 2006-09-15T03:27:23Z WISH YOU WERE HERE.....pink floyd `<br /><br />I feel tired... n alone...n frustrated and quite low. <br />alittle unloved at the moment ... but I'm okay with that- I can make it my own.<br /><br />a pack of smokes, some coffee n a few hours with anyone sounds good right now.<br /><br /><br />` urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lavishlips_love:83353 2006-09-13T03:10:04Z 2006-09-13T03:10:04Z `<br /><br />this was an interesting day.